OK I am going to out myself. The thing that I have been thinking and praying about is.....

I am 80% sure I have decided to homeschool my kids. I live in a fairly good school district, but one that is highly concerned with TEST SCORES which irks me to no end. Thing 1 completed preschool, but had a few problems socially, and has a hard time sitting still for long periods of time and paying attention. I can see that this will be a problem in school. I truly;y think he will be the kids that gets picked on. He is not a rough and tumble little boy, he likes to play, but he is also very sensitive and artistic.

I have found out that my area is apparently a hotspot for homeschoolers, so I just have to track down some in my area. I have been looking into the law and our state requirements (and we happen to live in one of the states with tougher homeschool laws - but still not much to do). I feel that I can handle the requirements.

I am a little overwhelmed at the curriculum choices, but I will just have to babystep my way though that. If this doesn't work out I can always enroll him in school, right?

I am still a little conflicted, I want to be sure it's the right choice for him and not just the"easier" choice for me. But really, who knows my child better than me? One on one (or two on one) is much better than the 25 to one ratio in the classroom.
I find myself rationalizing both sides of the coin. I guess I have more thinkin to do.